believe- [adheres to, trusts in and relies on Him]
I have been going through a season of unbelief. I haven't been adhering, trusting or relying on Christ for everything. I mean, there are things that I've given up but others I quickly take back and try to resolve.
But!
I am deeply overwhelmed by God's patience and love for me. Every time that I turn my eyes away from Him, He brings me back to the promises he has in store for me. Even through the night when it's hard for me to fall asleep or when I wake up in the middle of the night, I feel my bones aligned with the Creator of the Universe. I feel His gentle smile and comfort intensifying in my soul. The Peace that only He can give you is what I know and I choose to know that because it will never leave. He said He would never leave us nor forsake us. So why do I always feel like I'm stranded? Why do I worry? Why do I have these questions when I know God is looking at me with His tender eyes telling me that He has it and with Him ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE.
"All my bones shall say, Lord, who is like You, You Who deliver the poor and the afflicted from him who is too strong for him" Psalm 35:10
It is beautiful to see how much the Lord cares for such a wretch like me. I don't have much to give or offer but the Lord sees the beauty in me because He sees the blood of His son on me. I am thankful to be a child of God and not have to worry because my Dad is so amazing. He blesses me, tells me on a daily basis that I am His favorite and gives me gifts in abundancy (John 1:12) when I don't deserve it.
All I can do is lift my hands up in the air with gratitude and thanksgiving for the love that He has lavished upon me.
This is my response. This is to You, my King.
